If you could spend a life as a color, which would you most likley come as?

Showing posts with label Poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Poetry. Show all posts

Saturday, September 27

Ticks in Action

I wonder if you know it, how most things start with hope, even just a spark. It is a form of Faith after all. When you hit a switch, you expect it to work, for a fraction of a beat the moment is focused, defined and ready for that hope. I wonder if you know it, the way people feel, the way they grow. I wonder if you know it, the way responses are earned.

Do you? The light slowly earns its way through the day and pleasantries and vibrations go from languidly far to near and implemented. Suddenly a faded grey becomes abruptly bright as the likeness of hope manifests into its purpose and pure wavelengths that translate in the human eye to the goldenrod of a dawn just ending.

Like, how can it be known if it is a fleeting thing? There is something all appear to seek, but the search of it is a tough one. I wonder if you know what I do not. I wonder if you know.

You might. Fleeting feelings of a time past are encompassed in the adventures developing through word and deed. Mirthful moments expand the consciousness and moments of contact slowly grow as the comfort expands into the gentle swell of camaraderie joins the acquaintances.
At some point it would develop into thinking as one. For it is in the nature of humans to seek contact, to maintain that contact brings the hearts into a conjoined beating and the electricity begins to fuse into understanding past the gentle ‘hello’.
Least of all, I wonder if you know man should not be alone. As the sun was good and gone, bodies still act towards maintaining comfort in understanding.
A gentle sway from start to finish but the moment is not lost. It is surprising the contrast in the tail ends of the arch, but nevertheless departure is deferred further and later. Smack in the center of the revolution is the gentle bliss of connection. Understandings of cause and effect become disclosed from one unto another.
Small ticks in action betray the mind. I wonder if you know it, the nature hidden under nature. I wonder if you want to. The stimulus concealed in action, linked to the thoughts not translated, seems to dodge any inquiry. I wonder if you know it, the moment the first actual level of respect set in.
Amount in perspective? Answer undefined due to fluctuating variables.
For time, constantly expanding in its forever shortening grace seems to disintegrate in definition for as long as reality is kept at bay. The louder more extreme colors of encounters past settle into the swell of methodical rhythm, heat becomes collective and tension dispelled in any reachable, workable area.
Your knowledge has superiority, integrity and reassurance. I wonder if you know.
Thoughts flow from within; they course around till finally finding the purchase enough to climb outward to its exodus.
Are the two palms of mine supposed to react the way they do? Are they supposed to reach and touch and reassure my presence to myself in the manner that they invade, persuade and taunt?
Will I ever learn what my actions may cause?
Intriguing, is the actuality that inability to function overflows the pores, all as the pendulum of time comes to a halt. Leaving the presence of this new comfort is like taking the pacifier from a distressed child. So new, unreliable, and completely foreign is this comfort, yet my mind accepts its dangers as if they have been felt out for years.
To remove that; I wonder if you know; the things that can be hidden must be so.
Me, Myself and the development of Who are new things for contemplation throughout the upcoming future as the goldenrod disappears over the horizon once more, leaving me cold, alone but one step closer to enlightenment. I wonder if you knew enough to see this coming.

Thursday, March 20

Methodical: One Night Stand

It started with a pain, something common, but sore. It started with a need, something natural, but misplaced. It came to pass with a phone call, something unusual, but expected. It came to pass at 11 at night, something exciting, but uncalled for. It ended with an embrace, something longed for, but mislaid. It ended with a connection, something had, but bigger.

Sway left, sway right; gentle tides make heads light.
Move slow, move calm; prickling shocks move into my palm.
Sitting close, sitting warm; my crying relieves all old harm.
Momentum steady, momentum projected; the inching closer is expected.


Tug at my heartstrings I lean forward and give your fantasies a run. Taking selfishly for reasons other than your own both gain something they have needed, however the repercussions are yet to be found. Being on the other end before, sorrow takes me as I think of your role, however grateful I am at the pain you helped me expel.


The fears that I am absolutely alone are removed as you take me in your arms; you personally push my doubt away at the pain I will cause you when you truly recognize that this was my “One Night Stand”

Warmth presses on the tender skin of my lips and arms are pulled tight around me. Swaying to a beat only you can hear the methodical moment is about to begin. Understandings already imparted I let the part of me that needed this comfort take it and assess it itself without my minds help. Starting small the methodic pulse increases and my mind finally quiets letting my soul have its chance.

Taking all, following a call.
Gentle dance, fixes broken chance.
Simple hope, allows to cope.

Short nap finishes the moment and I disappear into the night. Back to responsibilities, back to reality. The moment lasts till morning when the truth of what I have done is brought back to mind. You want more than I can give; I need everything you want to give. However, it cannot be received and it is a chaos I will not tread into. You cannot understand but you help all you can. The act I finished, and the ecstasy in kisses will not ever be reached again.

Me and my “One Night Stands”

Living Death

A Prompt in English Class; "Before and After"


A constant sound, loud thud, gentle ricochet, soft whoosh, little reverberation.

A constant motion, strong pressure, steady flow, reversed motion, pulling in.

A constant pulse, sharp spike, spreading foreword, directional current, fading out.

SILENCE

A constant echo, memories shutter, forever frozen, lost grip, broken hope.

A constant stillness, missing beat, developed pain, never moving, now halted.

A constant lack, sudden jolt, empty chambers, rigger found, deadly silent.
~~Ivy Soliene-Takara

Sunday, February 3

Blue Dots

Blue dots and red dots,
and Pink dots galore.
Ivy wants Spagettii,
but there ain't any more.

Wednesday, January 30

Through a Thought

I thought It was done,
I thought It moved out,
I thought I knew what I thought.

It always comes creeping,
It always comes steady,
It always holds to me bittersweet.

It calls me,
I hear It so well.
Not a word or a gesture,
Just the simple truth of color.

Images play out in my mind,
Growing into stories.
But when It flows down,
My wrists betray me.
Just enough is loosed to taunt me,
Just enough to forget,
Just enough can be written,
For It to settle as hurt.

My body begins to shake with jovial inspiration,
My body then withers from the overload,
For none of It can exit without horrid substitution.

If I work through the pain,
Another emotional hindrance will follow,
Thoughts of the future are no longer how they should be,
Things of completion no longer,
But things of the end.

I thought It was fine,
I thought It would work,
I wish I knew through my thought.

My Favorites

Hi! This is Ivy and I want to let you know My Favorites:
January:----------------------------Febuary:
30 Through a thought----------4 The Dreamer
31 Your Sound------------------15 So You Know
-----------------------------------20 Letting Go
March:------------------------------April:
5 The Life of a Soul-------------28 Somewhere you only go
20 Living Death--------------------after ten or think of going
---------------------------------------after ten o’clock at night.
May:---------------------------------September:
7 To Fade Into Smoke-------------coming in Aug...